Okay so we have fought for so long and i have tried everything to change that. I have changed myself to please her i have ignored her i have been nice to her and even after everything i do she is still the same cold hearted bitch that i have come to know. she didn't change one thing nor did she try to help the situation. she wasn't always like this, she used to be such a loving caring person but well that changed. So as i sit and type this out i begin to think about this and i say to myself and to whomever i show this to in the future why do i let this bother me? and my answer to that question is simple yet painful i love the memories we share i love what used to be. but i hate what has begun i would do anything to change the outcome to subside the pain. i would still defend you i still care about your safety and about you but i just can't stand being near you anymore. I cant stand the constant hurt you inflict or the hipocracy you radiate or the way you patronize me with every word and every look. so when you finally realize that it is YOU that needs to mature beyond the pettiness look me up we'll have a cup of coffee and talk, but until then just shut up.

Ps: I know i have made mistakes and i do acknowledge that the way i handled our disagreements was not the best way but i have apologized for everything at one point in time and usually i do so of my own conscience but you have yet to utter a word of apology to me about your mistakes and rudeness.